My first time on "E" was just last weekend and I have intentions of doing it again these next two weekends. I've tried alot of drugs in the past (I'm 26 now). Some I've really enjoyed and still use on a regular basis (marijuana, shrooms) and some I swear I will never do again (Acid, coke). I have never had a "bad trip". I do get anxiety attacks sometimes while smoking pot but I've learned that it is all in my head and now have ways of controlling it and bringing myself back to reality if needed. Anyway... Last weekend I was at a party where several people were on "E" but I had no idea they were. Some people were playing with glow sticks and some were listening to annoying dance music (crap) but I still thought everyone was doing the same things as me (drinkin' beer and smokin' dope). As I was leaving the party to follow some other friends to one of thier houses for an "after-party gathering", one of the other guys grabbed my arm and asked if I'd be interested in trying some. I was drunk and didn't think twice about it. I asked that he only sell me 1/2 pill for my first time. I got in my truck, popped the pill, put it in gear and it was green clovers and purple horseshoes from there... It didn't kick in at full force immediately but SOMETHING kicked in right away because I still can't remember the drive (I'm told I was the leader). No hallucinations of any sort but let me tell you... I couldn't have loved anyone as much as the small group I was hanging out with that night. They could have done nothing wrong by me. It was spectacular. We all opened up to each other and sat under a large tree while it poured rain. None of even thought twice about going in the house. We were content. I was mixing it with pot and don't know if that had anything to do with it. One thing I remember was that if my cigarette ran out I would start to feel a little bummed till I lit up another one. Don't know what that was all about but it was ok cuz I had plenty of smokes. I've tried researching this drug b ut have had trouble finding any unbiased opinions. One person (some 50 year old born again christian) will say it's permanently killing brain cells and sucking fluid out of your spinal cord - effects that won't show up till later in life - and then another person (some 17 year old who's on extacy while they're writing thier analysis) will say it's harmless as long as it's taken in moderation. I'm hoping not to get carried away with it but I'm hooking up with the same crowd these next two weeks and we're all looking forward to doing it again. I'm at a point in life where I like to spend alot of time by myself so I don't see it going on much longer than 2 or 3 more weeks. I get bored easily!! I still like pot better, but for all those who are considering, I'll just say be careful, try only 1/2 pill at first - My buzz lasted just as long as the people who took 1 or 2 throughout the night. No need for any more than that...



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