Hey. E is an amazing drug and my experiences with it are some of the greatest memories of my entire life. It is like a gift but if you abuse it, it can and will destroy your life. You cannot over indulge in something containg so much power. I go 2 to 3 months inbetween rolls. And I have never felt sad after a roll. Keep on rolling. Just play it safe and do not let it consume your life.