I will never forget smoking "ice" for the first time. I felt like I was on Mt. Everest. I felt like I could conquer the world. Nothing matter at that moment. But no matter how much I smoked, I can never get that first high again. But, if I could go back in time I would never have picked up the pizzo. That thing fucked up my life. The friends I thought were my friends I eventually figured out were only using me for drugs because I money, hiding in the bathroom to smoke my shit. I think that hurt me the most, I felt sorry for them at the same time seeing how they turn on you just for some rocks. I heard from someone something about hidden cams using to watch me to smoke out or whatever. And I didn't think it was true. But when I thought about it more and more I started became paronoid as fuck. I've been clean for 2 months now, but I still think there's spy cams hidden all over my house. So I am now a paronoid freak looking over my shoulder all the time and trippin out when I hear weird noises thinking their watching me, taping my phone. I don't know if it's the police or if they are just fucking with me. Man, if someone would believe me...alrite that's where my story ends. So I would like some feedback here, so feel free to email me anyone. Thanks!

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Okay I think I needed to elaborate my experence with "shit", crank, speed or wutever. I think what I hate about this drug is that it makes your crave for more until you have no control and you end up to begging for some shit bcuz the dudes don't want to give it to you cause they want to control you. I think that also makes me stop because I hated having to get it through some dude instead of the dealer. But eventually they would both rip you off once they knew you were "hooked". Being the newbie that I was I was unaware of this. I hated having my shit stolen by some hard-core tweeker. They would distract me while I was high trying to snag my shit while a bunch of people all trying to talk to you also trying to smoke your shit pretending to be nice to you making idle conversation. And what do you know, all your shit is gone!! Got no more shit to smoke. What da fuck?! And than you try to buy some more, and they won't give it too. So I'm like fuck em', keep your shit and shove it up your ass. I'm better than that. But that's what happened to me in the crank world, got tricked and used. So don't fuck with shit unless your ready to go down the bottom of the barrel of life itself.